Moments
Uploaded by elektra on Sep 23, 2001
I know I said yes,
But deep down inside,
Divided,
Undecided.
Days passed.
That night,
Before the day,
Sleepless,
Full of thoughts,
Questions come and go.
Now as I lay,
Naked,
Still undecided,
Seconds away,
Soon virgin no more.
Closed my eyes,
Not knowing,
What to feel.
Maybe proud,
Of this occassion,
When proof of love I give.
Maybe depressed,
No turning back,
Soon purity all gone.
Is this act,
Worth it I ask,
I've sacrificed,
Woman's only hope,
Of declaring,
Decency,
Purity.
Finished.
All gone.
Never could be undone.
I cried.