Clear thoughts
Uploaded by TLK1031 on Sep 14, 1999
As I reflect upon my experience in the Persian Gulf War I can recall the fighting all too clear. The time was 2110 hours on 16 January 1991. The ground war had been underway for five days and I was mentally exhausted. My platoon had been assigned the duty of clearing bunkers. During the last portion of our briefing we were given explicit instructions to ensure that we all made it back alive. We were also instructed to take prisoners if we could, if not, do what you were trained to do, "kill". Those orders will always remind me of the reason I am alive today.
Within minutes of receiving our order we were headed to what was going to be a turning point in my life, front line combat. After walking almost an hour a member of my team detected movement about one hundred meters straight ahead. I halted my squad, grabbed the radio from Pvt. Tucker and warned the remainder of my platoon. I whispered into the handset, " Rock six, Rock six, this is, rock two Charlie, we have positive contact". Without hesitation, the commander ordered us to engage. Sparing no hesitation on my part, I directed two members of my squad to wait at the right side of the bunker, the other three men were to follow me. We dropped into the prone position onto the cold, wet, Saudi Arabian sand and began to crawl toward the left side of the bunker. While crawling, I realized that we could be killed within seconds; it was my job as squad leader to insure that wouldn't happen. Was it fear, excitement, or perhaps a mere lapse in concentration? I wasn't certain if I could, or even had the time to weigh the feelings I was having. I halted my men, regained my focus and re-clarify the importance of our mission. Upon completion of our final plan of attack we continued to crawl toward our objective.
As we approached the bunker, I realized that it was not only a bunker, but a trench line as well. I crawled back and radioed the commander of my findings. He began to repeat his last order, "Rock two Charlie, engage your objective", when a new order was given. That order was to send one man inside to investigate. At that very minute, my world stood still. I had to make a decision. Which...